be ready for leaving our country

After passing the IELTS, I made the decision to study abroad, leaving for a new place to live.
Maybe I would like to study in Australia, because the climate, the population, the quality of education. But I don’t even know, whether a university there will admit me.
I know exactly what I want now, and I have paid a great effort, I won’t return in my road any more, I will follow my heart, to attain my dream! Bless me god.
Recently, I keep in watching “prison break” everyday; it is the most wonderful TV drama program I have ever seen! But it hasn’t be finished yet, there still will be some part to tell us the end of this great story. I enjoyed the whole program: plot, actor, scene and the music.

i have passed the IELTS as 6.5!

I have passed the ielts exam, I am so glad to see my result. I have been anxious for a whole month for that. And, I failed in my first shot. But now, I have proved I have the skill in English.
Oral 6.5 listening 6.5 speaking 6 writing 6. overall 6.5. not good, but it is enough to challenge a good university.
I am so happy today, today is my lucky day!

autumn

I don’t like autumn.
I don’t like this weather, everything turning into depression, yellow, and sad.
Today, I went to see the movie “the banquet”, however, unfortunately, there is none seat left. What amazing things!
Recently, I feel unhappy for something, I don’t know when I can get better…

dream of Tibet

My uncle has got a chance to travel to Tibet, there are some choice photographs. That is the forbiden area of life.

photos are in http://ipics.blogspot.com/2006/09/image-of-tibet.html this page

today I worte another IELTS wrinting article

The news media have influence for our life and that this is negative development. Agree or Disagree.

News media can be found almost everywhere in our common life. Nowadays, some people can not go without a newspaper during a long distance subway trip or it is not surprising to see a news TV when taking a bus.
There seems to be that news media having an obviously influence on our value and sometimes which could somehow control people’s value or eventually change one’s personality. Indeed, when people talk something, they would more or less cite some other things which they have heard or seen days before, and no one could make out something real subjectively. Therefore, whether or not the issue is right which is published by newspaper, it will be accepted by a large amount of residents who read this. As a result, some mistake or misunderstand will spread through news media.
Nowadays, people are busier with reading or watching instead of communicating with some friends or other family members. Indeed, some new Medias are making their TV channels or web pages more attractive; therefore, people will be more interested in their own things, without any communications with others. At last, some argument will break out.
Many argue that, news media has brought us a door to get to know our world, and they are profitable to us. However, if we can not spend enough time on our issues, we can not do more to this large world and furthermore, when we are used to read some comments instead of thinking ourselves, we may can not judge whether it is right anymore.
Form my point of view, we certainly should know some news, but we should never pay too much time on it, instead, what is most important is to know exactly what the most important thing to ourselves is.

in the corner

Generally speaking, my life is very smooth during the first 20 years. I haven’t faced any pressure, but right now, I have arrived the cross in my life, I have to choose my own future.
Days ago, I was in a deep depression, and just desperate. This is my second time to face IELTS, but recently, I have not found the feeling of exam. So, I can not stop thinking of lose, I am totally lost in this modern world. Basically, I don’t like this modern city; it gives me nothing, except impatient feeling.
However, anyway, life has to continue, and everybody must face everything in the future. I won’t look back any more, and what is waiting for me is working hard for my rest of life.
It is my ATH headphone, i love it, the sound from it is great. It is a life can not go without any music...

the view out of my window

looking out of my window, there is a way, it is just like the entire life, no one knows where is the end.

One of my IELTS writing

Title: University should teach students knowledge and skills helping for the future career. Do you AGREE or DISAGREE?

Nowadays, many students pay a lot of effect aiming to be admitted to a high level university, and then, work in a high-income company. However, whether a university should teach a student both knowledge and skills for his or her future career has been in a widely discussion.
A student could not learn such lots of skills which are needed in the future career. As a matter of fact, the period of college student is limited, and there would be no more time to learn working skills instead of useful knowledge, which is the basic aim to a college student. The worse thing is that, a student even does not have enough time to learn knowledge during a whole college time in such a developed industrial society.
Moreover, too many times, the skills taught in university are completely useless or far from the real world. Without any working experience, it is hard to image a great professor in college is able to tell his or her students exactly so-called “skills” about which students really want to know. In this situation, students easily misunderstand the whole thing which may harm to their future career.
Some people may say, university seems to be useless to a student’s career. However, they are totally wrong. What a student learn most in a famous university is the method of studying and value of life rather than knowledge or basic skills.
In other words, a student will learn a great deal of things which is more useful and will never learn in any other places. Besides, knowledge and skills, there are a lot of things still to be crucial to a person’s life, and at the time of graduation, he or she proximately will exactly understand.

mon got DEPRESSION yesterday...

My mother GOT SICK yesterday. Suddenly, everything changed to her. I don't know how is that gonna happen. It is unbelievable and without any reason.
I just hope her recover soon, maybe something has deposited in her heart for a long time, and break out yesterday, that's all.
I am so sad as well. Recently I am indulging in soap TV program such as "FRIENDS", maybe, it can make me happier.
Oh, god, life is AWFULthese days.

gloomy day

what a GLOOMY day, it is DARK all the day, sultry and damp.
bad moon, can not pick up books.
just stay at home, eating something, or sleeping.
how could i cheer up, i feel the power has gone, maybe my study career is ending. i am standing at the corner, needing help, and support.
help me, god.

couldn't fall asleep in deep night

it has been so late in the night, but i don't feel any sleepy. i don't know why i always have something confused in my mind recently.
maybe, there is too much pressure on me, making me hard to breath. and i can hardly see any hope.
i wanna break this dark, with all my power, my energy.

tomorrow, i will recover, and back to my study career.
IELTS, go hell, fuckin' shit!! it's surely not a big deal!

i am trying IELTS a second time

i failed in the first time that i attempted to IELTS, since then, i became to realize, it is not a piece of cake. but i will never give up, what i am doing is have a new shot.
help me, god. next week, i will try it again, i hope i can get a 7 or 6.5 score, or better...