After half a year…

I am leaving this place I was born, I am going to a totally new place to live and study. Actually, I have never left my house before, it may sound like only a piece of cake to someone, but I must be a big deal to me!
I am confused recently, I totally got lost again as the feeling before IELTS examination. Where I am going, If I have a chance to earn the money back to my parents who paid a large amount of money for me to go abroad.
Now, it is only half a year for me to get ready, perhaps, is it a right way for me to go?
I am leaving, I am dreaming, I am sitting with a lot of thoughts without any saying.

I wanna go to Brisbane!

Yesterday, I have made a decision to go to University of Queen's land, not only because of its beautiful landscape but also it has high educational quality.

I have seen some photos of this city, some people also said he or she wanna live there in spite of poverty, hunger or something not lucky, because it is the heaven to human.

I will study Accounting there, and if I have more time, I will choose Hotel Management.

This is an entire new way to me, I don't know if it is right to me, but I will stably walk along forever!

Be back to university

As the matter of fact, I don’t like my university, everything is strange here, people do not like communicating, amount of girls is larger than boys, and most students are from rural places who are not interested in anything except studying. Perhaps the name is strange as well, actually it is a institute of audit, but people prefer call it Nanjing Audit University. It is not a real university at all.

But now, I can get along well with them all at least. However, I have no exact friends here. At first, I thought they were all wrong, they choose the wrong life style, but recently, I got much more confused, I thought maybe I was wrong all the time.

Sometimes, I feel tired to think about those entire things. I have no power to change something, I must learn to comfort myself in every occasions.

After all, it is my college career, everyone has to experience it, and nothing has to complain about. I chose this university, so I have to finish it with my graduation diploma.

MID-AUTUMN DAY

It is mid-autumn festival today; I like this festival because only in these days, I could eat moon cake which is a kind of delicious cake with sweet sauce inside and a shape like the moon in the sky.

Many years ago, my father brought home a box of Ganso snow moon cake, with the ice cream in it instead of sauce. It is the most delicious food I have ever eaten. Since then, I started a dream, dream of another chance to taste that cake again. But, I had no chance, firstly because of poverty, and then, because of lack of reason to buy. Every year, many boxes of moon cakes will be received from friends and relatives.

Dream is to be continued, I am still waiting for a Ganso snow moon cake to achieve my dream.

Memorizing

Recently, I am having National Day holiday, so I have got some spare time to have a long time rest.

Those days, I can’t stop memorizing my hard days when I was preparing IELTS. I think it must be a precious in my memory; it is one of my efforts for some destination, maybe, it is the crossing road in my life. I can clearly remember the first time that I failed; I felt depression with the entire world turning dark and hopeless. I nearly dropped the dream. But my friends gave me a hand to pull me out of there.

Actually, IELTS is not scaring. The only thing that is scaring is my belief and mind. I started to get to know that the only thing that can change my life is not luck but hard working without thinking of any failure. It my sound like gamble, but I would say it is a challenge.

I have seen the “Prison Break” season 1, very wonderful! But those people in jail have bad luck. Every time when I watch it, my heart will beat faster, the feeling is so exciting.

Excellent program!