couldn't fall asleep in deep night

it has been so late in the night, but i don't feel any sleepy. i don't know why i always have something confused in my mind recently.
maybe, there is too much pressure on me, making me hard to breath. and i can hardly see any hope.
i wanna break this dark, with all my power, my energy.

tomorrow, i will recover, and back to my study career.
IELTS, go hell, fuckin' shit!! it's surely not a big deal!